i let them dry on their own
bump amber volcel police whataboutism https://youtu.be/BYJB0zyjt70
i think they’re ripping because of them getting snagged on things and then me stupidly pulling at the loose strings
they’re made of bamboo i think
my thigh highs keep ripping
down with cis
up with trans
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Self hatred, Suicidal ideation
I hate myself. I’ve lost everyone i love because of my own selfishness and obsessiveness and I have no future because im too mentally ill to get a proper education. The gc will be making the decision today on if i can have hrt but they’ll most likely rightfully say no because im too unstable. All i do is cause others pain. I deserve to look and be treated like a man, i deserve to have all autonomy taken from me and i deserve to be hated by everyone who knows me. I want to die but every attempt fails because im a fucking coward. I don’t deserve to be free from this suffering anyway.