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Those shoes and that top !!

Curious how he’s gotten termed Steve bootlicker. I haven’t seen content in a bit and used to watch some TikTok’s relating to education and politics in Alberta for sure.

Picking back up where I left off some years ago, working my way through more WEDNESDAY CAMPANELLA and CAPSULE, including other projects by the two individuals from CAPSULE. I hadn’t taken the time back then to go through more of their music to add to my library.

Water.

Was reconnecting with a cousin of mine, she and I got along well enough in youth but didn’t live in same city. We both had a kid at this point and started connecting because of that.

I was early in transitioning. She was in the process of her own diagnosis. Brought up some of our similarities and got me thinking about it more seriously.

Did some self testing online and was like “ah, so probably yes”

I found a fitness trainer who also happened to be autistic, agender, and have other mental health credentials. On our first consult, among other things, just deadass said I should test for autism because I was autistic according to them.

So anyways I got myself assessed within a few months of those two occurrences…. Back in December.

Here I am, AuDHD and trans (statistically accurate) and I lived past 18 (yay!)

You got me with I’ll call him Steve since that’s his name

I agree with you.

I don’t mean to hurt anyone with me shortening my words, I’ve been getting lost in my desire to write more and liked how I wrote it.

I’ve been on my own rough journey, I was lost in my armor well up til I hit 30’s, I remember the moment I saw my self for the first time and everything started making better sense. Going out there and becoming myself was just that. I had to go out of my comfort zone, challenge my fears and make that next step to figuring myself out and becoming me. My life didn’t start when I got married, when we had our first kid. It started when I came out to myself. All those were just layers of connection on top of my self. I didn’t know my self, so I just used my 「Autistic High Masking Magic」 to make a shell and navigate the world with no self guided direction.

<3

He didn’t get much time with the new waifu apparently.

Premium comment, and yes to much of this to some variety.

Go out there and become yourself. Being the new you and taking care of that new human, whether better self care or different self care, is a learning curve but the best way to go forward.

Visiting my mother, her birthday was last weekend and she wanted to combine with Easter plans.

Origami Customs

Pom Pom Squad Album: Mirror Starts Moving Without Me

Was introduced via tiny desk concert of album before this one.

Update!

Showered, moisturized, dressed (I even have my watch on!) Kids have been dropped off.

Meds have been taken.

Next to do: Put too many espresso shots in a latte.

It works for me now on a different device. I’ll go back later on my phone and see.

Thanks!

Witchy Librarian is indeed fun times.

Image gone or broken…

What’s the book being shared?

I, a witchy librarian, NEED TO KNOW.

For reasons.

Venturing into lemmy fr finally. Was woken and have been in bed on my phone for the past (nearly) 4 hours. Alarms are done already. It’s almost time I actually begin the day…

Todays to do: Shower, brush teeth Take meds (forgot yesterday) Wake up kids and drop at dayhome

???

Start filing taxes? (Aka make sure I can log in accounts first)

I’ll try not to binge animal crossing too soon in the day. I’ve recently been excitedly remodeling our island now that I’m done Zelda echos of wisdom.