For what it’s worth, I did ECT. They put you under for it now, so it’s much safer than it used to be. It definitely made my memory a bit worse, but it did help with depression and acute suicidal ideation while I was undergoing the treatment, it just didn’t have enough durability to persist for long between sessions for me. I was doing my best with trice weekly ECT, but I couldn’t work with that schedule. Ketamine and TMS were both less invasive with fewer side effects, so I’d recommend trying those before trying ECT.

I just got too excited

My garden needs chocolate and red wine I’m pretty sure

I had not thought about an mpc type instrument, but I’m going to look into it right now because that sounds cool lol

I kinda wish I considered my social anxiety and picked a better solitairy instrument than drums. They’re super fun to play, but I was only ever in one band and I’m too anxious to play with strangers right now. I just jam by myself, but I suspect I’d have an easier time actually writing music if I had more experience with melody. I tried picking up guitar and violin later, but so far I haven’t had the energy to really devote the time needed to learn another instrument.

I can crank it by hand for free though

Not according to a number of stories I’ve seen

That’s so cool! What a fun idea

Mmm, soma. I don’t think I could take it and be okay with myself, so I’m gonna pass on my daily dose.

https://aesthetics.fandom.com/wiki/Pastel_Goth

There’s always pastel goths

I like that one arm is swole and the other is vestigial

Adorable! I love it

Okay, I love this one

I have a bit of a tremor so the lines aren’t great, but here he is smoking a joint and wearing a stylish vneck

For example, I’d wind up with sauceless pasta, beans, and frozen broccoli for a meal

Windows 11 was my line. I wasn’t going to use an os to advertise at me, I spend too much time blocking ads already. Linux Mint has been a clear upgrade, it was more than time to switch.

I hate when I have sweet coffee by accident too

Regular reminder to not do meth, kids. Not even once.

Don’t cover his face, just predominantly label him a child rapist and a baby killer.