I’m not completely indifferent. If I were completely indifferent, I’d never watch the movie even if it does get made. I will watch the movie if it gets made. But if it doesn’t get made, I won’t care much. I’m only mostly indifferent.
I’m really not as much of a fan as I used to be. I used to be pretty obsessed. Now, I still watch every Star Wars thing that comes out and I still marathon the movies in May, I just don’t have the same level of investment as I used to

Nah.
You’re good. I loved Star Wars as a kid, and understood that I could never recapture that first viewing as a 7yo, etc. I enjoyed the others as popcorn movies but really didn’t get anything close until Rogue One & Andor…and that’s ok. The other movies & shows weren’t made for me, they were made to make money and shill shit, like 99% of all sequels and spin offs…it is what it is and you be you.