I’m not completely indifferent. If I were completely indifferent, I’d never watch the movie even if it does get made. I will watch the movie if it gets made. But if it doesn’t get made, I won’t care much. I’m only mostly indifferent.
I’m really not as much of a fan as I used to be. I used to be pretty obsessed. Now, I still watch every Star Wars thing that comes out and I still marathon the movies in May, I just don’t have the same level of investment as I used to
“bad Star Wars fan”? … Look boss, that’s an incredibly low bar. If you aren’t big-into gatekeeping and condemning fans of sweeping sub-aspects of the genre(basically), like say “f Disney”, “f Prequels/Sequels”, etc, I would say you’re fine.
Otherwise, ofc seek professional help, because asking the web from such starting point will only lead to flames and trolling.