For me, I live so I can be a living reminder to the CCP’s failures, they failed to get rid of me under the One Child Policy (I was the second child). I live to spite the party. xD To be the thorns that grows beyond their “great wall”. Fuck the party, my life is at its core, a rebellion against the CCP’s desires.

I live to spite my brother. So he doesn’t get my half of inheritance.

I live to spite racists that calls me “ching chong” the moment they see me and tell me to “go back to your country”

I live to spite tyrannts and oppressors

I live as a rebel against the hostile universe. To live is to rebel. To create a masterpiece of art through the chaos of the rebellion.