My nihilist take of the day: Maybe sometimes its just for the best to do nothing, you can not fix all of the worlds issues yourself after all. Maybe spend your attention on something less important no one really cares about.
Rate your nihilism at a scale X out of 10. For me it is perhaps a 6
Sounds like antinatalism. Check out David Benetar’s Better Never to Have Been if haven’t already and his assymytrical argument