

down with cis
previously hellomao/maorites
down with cis
hair worry
am worried if I finally buzz my hair , it’ll show how big my forehead is.
Dashpct though it requires transferring money ie TransferWise
we have no Losurdo emotes
I wrote a mediocre poem , idk if anyone would read it though, it’s not pure garbage but it’s not great (at least I think?) . poem below
To change is to transgress
Whether by clothes , pronouns , hormones, surgery or a mix of all 4
Being trans is to challenge the means of what is socially/politically accepted
You refuse to engage in cishet normativity Saying no to the ‘idea’ of ‘biological sex’ and ‘biological gender’
Experiences of rejection and hate by entire political parties such as Labor or Democrat , even ones who like you are trans radicalize you
How could you support a system that wants you dead?
You no longer see the purpose of electoral politics
read theory, unionizing the workplace, practicing boycott, divestments and sanctions as well organizing with your fellow proles
Alas you came a long way, a new comrade made
Read the entirety of Gender Outlaw . cw discussion of dysphoria and medical gatekeeping
_this week going good then I remember my period is Friday. will feel like shit, wanting to rip my uterus out .am glad I ordered T online , i won’t have to be on a waitlist
t and DashPCT >
I purchased T but idk how the paying process works. Think I have a hang of it? Either way am happy.
Want to learn Russian but idk where to start. I switched to F-droid and Aurora Store , so many apps relay on Play . May or may not finally buy T .
still living with parents , I desperately want T but scared of my transphobic parent finding out about it.
cw mention of dysphoria
I hate how I look and what my body does but am paranoid about hormones , if I buy them from RxAisle, will the packaging be discreet?
(referring to Blood in My Eye) theory is much quicker to read then I thought .
Sinc I have a sewing machine , I’m trying to thread it to make clothes but threading has so many steps.
up with trans
gender cw : dysphoria, discussion of essentialism
I don’t have a gender , I used to identify as transmasc but don’t relate to masculinity so I think agender is right. Don’t like being perceived as or being a woman but wouldn’t like being a man either. I hate the ‘born this way’ narrative, we shouldn’t have to justify why we’re trans. I feel a lot of research about gender being “hardwired” just reinforces bio essentialism under the name of ‘acceptance’ , it’s always agab language and treating sex as an absolute truth. i didn’t fully realize everything until recently , like I said earlier trans people don’t need justification for why they exist.
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bloom: in a t4t relationship. i feel amazing , she makes me so happy
doom TW dysphoria
i hate how I look, not even a big shirt hides everything. want to go on t but it’s 30 $ from RxAisle. There’s no reason to wait but I’m so scared.
i wrote more lyrics
idk what to wear most of the time but also don’t like what I have.
rant >
Going anywhere other than this site online is a mistake. i previously had a Tumblr account but deleted it , then created one yesterday , searching things on Tumblr is aggravating. ppl conflate being pro-palestine w being anti-Semitic. so I delete the app. i tried to use the app only for writing requests but it’s just too much for me.
CW : disordered eating, mention of death
fuck the nhs. i found a website dedicated to someone who died of ed complications. This person had a history of anorexia, was dying and neither 2 orgs that were supposed to help them did anything. ghoul shit.
am vegan now
