so who is playin deltarune? i finished it through chapter 4 and now i’m gonna get both types of run in the can so i can pretend i’m not back to waiting a year for the next part. how bout those new secret bosses? how bout that damn
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roaring knight?
it’s nice to have parts of this game be as hard as sands undertale.
also, susie is my favorite, she’s precious, everyone drop your favorite susie moments in the comments
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Are dysphoria naps a thing?
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my partner just had a breakdown in public about getting her period and being dysphoric+embarassed about it as she had nothing to cover herself with, i offered to call with her as i wasnt with her, she agreed and i was trying to be empathic and get her out of that but idk god it fucking felt like i had fuck all empathy tbh i was trying and i do have empathy it just i dont know i feel broken i was worried out of my mind and i kinda didnt know how to react and my partner told me to shut the fuck up cause it doesnt help and it feels like i dont give a shit and i was like fuck; idk through a phone it’s so hard to convey emotion and meaning to words, instead of that I sounded like I was dismissing her, I majorly fucked up I wish I knew how to handle people better instead of proceeding like I did right now
really feeling useless and asking what the fuck is wrong with me for proceeding like this, I should have had things to say and calm someone down than ‘yea’ and ‘im sorry’ and platitudes but I felt useless being so far away, fuck and I kinda locked up cause usually when I comfort anyone it’s irl not over a call ahhh fuck
I went to pride with my girlfriend this weekend and we had a great time! We met some folks from a trans org, and we’re hoping to get involved in their like social/community aid nights :3
Accidentally started thinking this morning, how about we don’t do that
before the new thread i just wanna make it clear that i’d break into the watergate hotel if susie asked me to, noelle and kris could be the howard hunt and gordon liddy equivalents
i still get dysphoric a lot
but come to think of it, it used to be way, way worse before transitioning
so that problem has gotten better for me, actually. this is weird to think about for me for some reason
Im gonna miss working with children. They’re so adorable, babies, toddlers, little kids, big kids, teens. Maybe Ill go back or focus on the peds population one day.
healthcare woes
finally got healthcare again only to notice i’m missing a surgery appointment. gave 'em a call and “oh uh we’re not scheduling for ffs anymore because we don’t have anyone who does it”. interesting! because the surgeon who was supposed to do it still works there. he’s even still on the trans healthcare page of the website. but according to the person i spoke to, for the few months they’ve been working they haven’t had anyone on staff doing ffs. gee i sure do wonder what happened
Im going to make today a good day!
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Just woke up and my devious plan worked
I had a very sad dream about my old cat. She was in a puddle, mewing pathetically, sick maybe? Its just a dream but still, I cried
bit idea: guy whose kink is going to orgies and being ignored by everyone
have grown very tired of my typical pasta + lentils/chickpeas recipe so gonna have to find a different way to flavor it besides tomatoes. maybe pesto?
Also i think i’ve just grown super bored of the typical italian sofrito + tomato base + oregano/thyme/bay leaf because i use it for basically every meal cause it’s cheap as hell and tasty. But I barely even taste it anymore. It’s about time to rotate spices I think lol
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