I didn’t start seeing myself as a woman in my dreams until like 1.5 - 2 years in on estrogen. It also bothers me that I can’t remember ever dreaming of myself as a girl prior to transition.
Funny enough, the concept in my dreams is that I complain a lot about getting misgendered (thanks internalized transphobia) but I at least see myself as I look physically in my day to day. For those first two years or so my mental image of myself was my “male” me. 🤮
Damn, came to make this joke myself.
Pretty certain this is the coup part guys and gals. 💀
My Endo has asked a bit about my breast development but did not do an unasked for examination and confirmed I was ok answering questions about them. I think your Endo overstepped your boundaries. :(
You look amazing girl, so proud of you! 🥹
So he lost the popular vote once again?
Psycho rizzler, qu’est-ce que c’est?
Complete bullshit. Waste energy and make your own archives then I guess.
I don’t think California is in play for him so why is he even there?
Hopefully he can kick the can before that trial ends… Or begins if we’re really lucky.
I hate how the author frames lowering demand for gasoline as a bad thing, but it’s Bloomberg so I guess I shouldn’t be surprised.
Women are always hotter than me and I am a woman.
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It’s cool I’ll just offer the Linux user some estrogen, then we can make out.
Absolutely not. I’m in my 3rd year and my face didn’t atart constantly looking femme to me till about 2.5 years in. There’s many more changes that come later! Cis-femme puberty starts roughly around 12 and goes until 25-ish!
It’s going ok. I keep talking myself into stalling next steps in my transition, specifically surgeries. Since I’m looking for another job, why bother even getting the process started right? Except I’ve been looking for another job in my field for the last year lol.
Otherwise ok. I’m excited to someday hopefully get eh surgeries I want to make me feel complete.
Happy new year! <3
Congrats girl! 🥳🥳🥳
Happy to help! :3
I can’t recall exactly what helped change but it definitely for strong after socially transitioning, which I only did after two years on e. It helped that people supported me and saw me as a women too when I came out. I guess I needed the outside validation to help me probably.
My advice would be try to dream journal and/or see if you can realize you’re in a dream and start controlling it, therefore allowing you to change yourself to as you should be. Whenever I have a dream I can control (which is rare) it was helpful to go “this body is wrong” and change over to how I actually was sometimes. I know that is like kind of hard to do and pretty soft as far as advice but it’s what I got . I wish you all the best! 💜💜💜