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Cake day: June 12th, 2023

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  • Is there anything I can do?

    Yes, lot of stuff that you can’t even think about.

    Your mind is playing tricks on you. It manipulates reality into an image that seems hopless and for you its the true state of the world.

    Step 0 is to find safe space.

    For starters I began with walking out of the house as much as possible (walks, riding a bike, hanging out in the libraries and malls to not freeze during wintrer)

    Find minimum wage job that you can hold for a longer amount of time so you can earn money to try and rent a room somewhere to escape from your house.

    Then you can proceed into step number one, where therapy and medication begin to work as you have safe space to go back to every day.

    There maybe a possibility to convince your parents to send you away into the university and to live in cheap dorm rooms where you could escape from home and back in your healing journey.





  • For me diary is an emotional outlet to process emotions. So I usually write how do I feel and what caused it.

    I also write medical anomalies that happen in my life that is highly likely that I will forget them.

    e.g. runny nose from hay fever(?)

    I am a person that dosn’t form habits so I write when It strikes me fancy and I don’t feel guilty that I don’t do it everyday.

    Sometimes I write a really oustanding event that is a contender for my TOP 10 days of my life (I have seperate file in my digital diary for them)

    I also have separate files for writing about a topic I am reaserching and thinking about.

    Every quarter I also review last 3 months and set myself theme for the next three months.














  • For blender nvidia gpu is a the best for cycles as it has optiX support.

    If she does ONLY modeling and uses eevee renders without viewport previews then integrated graphics could work.

    If she wants viewport preview then dedicated GPU is a must. IDK how fares AMD gpu in blender as I didn’t have one for years.

    Some gaming laptops with dedicated GPUs need external kernel modules just to work if they even have one.

    My best bet would be to go for old gaming laptop.

    My second best bet would be to go for system76 as they have some gaming laptops


  • There is a concern about accesability and hidden gamer slang.

    First person 3d games can make you motion sick.

    There you would need to learn to control a camera.

    Red is health, Blue is mana, Yellow is for climbing.

    There will be countless stuff that are build upon years of gaming culture.

    Try to start with co-op so someone can guide you.

    Make a post it note on the monitor with button mappings especially if you play on gamepad.


  • Maybe in what they are saying is a kernel of a truth

    sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. I made a bunch of assumptions and I have really strong desire to help people, so I have made a mistake.

    I’ve personally studied this personal issue for my entire fucking life

    I would also be outraged if some armchair expert or worse an actual expert spew lies towards me and my situation. Even if I can’t offer a solution at least I can be emphatic towards your suffering and your struggle.

    I can’t really offer you much other than virtual hug or a prayer to a higher power for a better tomorrow. Take care of yourself as it seems that no one else will.


  • Why do people always assume I haven’t?

    I assumed that you have some sort of nerve pain like your friend and it would be unbearable.

    Digestive issues are textbook examples of psychosomatic problems so I am less surprised that they didn’t help you. Maybe in what they are saying is a kernel of a truth but that’s not for me to judge as I have my own life to live and you have yours.

    I have high hopes that therapy will help you.

    Yeah, you do know what you’re talking about when you say “I am totally clueless”. No offense, but spot on.

    I am basically Socrates. And now I don’t know what to do with that lack of knowledge. Maybe I should build a time machine and stroll around in an ancient Greece or study philosophy with my inflated ego. /j